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Her heart has been ripped open
Left bleeding, never to be healed again
A million stars sliced through her
They tried to erase the pain

She had someone there with her
Patching up every individual cut
Using wax and tissue paper
Because nothing else fits

Hallucinations, imaginations
Still thinking he is there
The two children are singing to her
Calling sick things to her

They cry "Lets play in a field of razor blades baby
There's more fun on the other side!"
Yet a hole will collapse and she will fall
It is only a matter of time

Already breaking down
The moon shines pain on her
Nothing wants her to live peacefully
Nothing wants her

One look in the mirror and it breaks
The broken glass sparkles
It reflects everything
They sink into her skin making them permanent

She breaks
Simple songs with whispering words
Cannot hold her up
A rose petal kisses her lips

A thistle envelopes her
And the hummingbird drops two feathers
To cover her eyes
And let her rest

The mist follows lead
It engulfs her, swallows her
She has no need to be anymore
So now she is gone

The painful memories remain
Trying not to cry every few moments
Trying to stop it hurting
Nothing works does it?

Razor blade playgrounds...
Rose petal kisses...
Thistle embraces...
Mist coffins...