72

Frozen and captivated, the angels wings brush gently on my skin, scarring their final goodbyes to my heart.
A silent kiss on the halo pure, as they ascend to the heavens, leaving but a small memory of their soft voices.
White are the stars they glide upon, silver is the moon of which they sing, black is the deep space of their final journey.
Bare and naked they swim in the darkness, their heavenly glow alight the sky, the aurora borealis a painted image of their flight.
Their finger tips point to the northern star, "May the child be born again!" they cry, their personal gateway to fate.
As I stand alone in the field of snow, rose petals, red and tainted, dance in the air for them, flying high to guide them gently.
I stand alone for you my dear angels, may my soul be forever your eyes, your voices, and your hearts.

71

Time to move on, so forgive me life.
Your ice cold fingers chill me to my core
I vanquished my deamons, don't be jealous.
You don't know what else I have instore.

Your lips leave marks against my skin, dear life.
You can't destroy what has already been broken
You watch as butterflies burn near my heart.
My last goodbye are their wings, my token.

You envy me dear life, my darling.
Don't cry your pitiful tears down on me
I haven't done anything except kissed the angels goodbye.
This is the end for us both, you'll see

Fate has taken us both to the end of the road.
Who will win, it is hard for us both to see
But you, Life you have envied me.
Now you will destroy me.

70

Marina & The Diamonds - Numb

One track mind, like a goldfish,
Stuck inside my petri dish.
I can't breathe, and I can't smile,
This better be worth my while.

I feel numb most of the time,
The more I get the higher,
I'll climb, and I will wonder why,
I got dark only,
To shine.
Looking for the golden light,
Oh, it's a reasonable sacrifice.

Far gone families, far gone friends,
That's how it started, and how it ends,
I can't open up and cry,
'cause i've been saddened all my life.

I feel numb most of the time,
The more I get the higher,
I'll climb, and I will wonder why,
I get dark only,
To shine.
Looking for the golden light,
Oh, it's a reasonable sacrifice.

Ooh, I get dark,
Ohh, and I'm in hell,
I need a friend,
Ooh, but I can't yell,
Yeah, i'm no good,
No good to anyone,
'Cause all I care about,
Is being number one.

Shine,
Looking for the golden light,
Oh, it's a reasonable sacrifice.
Shine,
Looking for the golden light,
Oh, it's a reasonable sacrifice. Sacrifice.
I feel numb most of the time,
The more I get the higher,
I'll climb, and I will wonder why,
I get dark only,
To shine and I'll light up the sky,
Stars that burn the brightest,
Fall so fast and pass you by,
Puff like empty lighters,

I feel numb most of the time,
The more I get the higher,
I'll climb, and I will wonder why,
I got dark only,
To shine and I'll light up the sky,
Stars that burn the brightest,
Fall so fast and pass you by,
Spark like empty lighters.

Dum da dum, duh dah da da.
Dum da dum, da dah ah ah
Dum da dum, duh dah da da.
Dun da dum, da dah ah ah

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69

Whisper my darling, whisper.
Your loud words tremble too much,
Yet your whispers are gold, on my ears, they do touch.
Your breath on my skin leaves handprints where they clutch
So whisper, please only whisper.

Scream my darling, scream
Your words will carry your true feeling,
Yet your screams are diamonds, on the hills, with a hidden meaning.
Your voice on the breeze leaves waters momentarily healing
So scream, please only scream.

Calm my darling, calm
Your temper is steadily rising,
Yet your eyes look at the birds, in the sky, slowly gliding.
Your temper is like a thousand rocks, damaging, then hiding
So calm, please only calm.

Smile my darling, smile
Your face becomes so bright,
Yet your smile brings peace into the light.
Your smile gives the birds a reason to go back into flight
So smile, please only smile.

68

Some people dream of wishes,
some people dream of stars.
Some people dream of the whole world
slowly becoming ours.

Some people dream of happiness,
some people dream of love.
Some people dream that they'd find the words
that their hearts will be proud of.

Some people dream of each other,
some people dream really hard.
Some people dream that their dreams wont escape,
they mean too much to discard.

Some people dream whilst awake,
some people dream fast asleep.
Some people awake and remember their dreams,
and lie in their beds and weep.

Some people dream of forgiveness,
others dream of good results.
Some people dream that the dead
will suddenly regain a pulse.

Some people dream of a monster,
stalking them in their heads.
Some people quickly realise,
that they're safe and sound in their beds.

I don't dream of this world.
I don't dream about anyone else,
My dreams consist
of a delicate twist
and heaven and hell melts.

My dreams go on forever,
with no plot or plan or design,
I do not wake up
and I don't remember
that the dream was totally mine.

So next time you dream of your life getting better,
remember, its nothing but a dream.
Don't anger yourself,
don't cry.
Sleep.