Monday, 7 February 2011

81

Change is something that happens.
I know, I know.
Then why do you ignore it?
Silence...
You can't deny that we both are changing.
I know that, I know.
Then why do you keep trying to stay the same?
Silence...
You can't stop changing just because you want to.
Please, I know, I know.
Then why do you try so hard that you fall asleep crying?
Silence... no...

I ignore change because if I change too much, my life will fall and burn.
We are both changing, of course, but I try to stay the same so I don't lose my innocence.
I try so hard to stop changing because I refuse to grow up, face reality, and soon be fake compared to my youth.

Silence... yes...

Change my friend, does strange things to each of us.

Tuesday, 21 December 2010

80

Sitting here, thinking about things...
Sometimes the sun and the moon share the sky: why.
When we are born we breathe our first breath and then we start to die: why.
Our memories sometimes don't store the things we want: why.
We dream at night but then don't remember: why.

Walking here, thinking about stuff...
Why do people look at us strangely when we simply smile: strange.
Why is it fashion has become such a big issue: strange.
Why do we need so many different religions: strange.
Why can't war end and everyone agree for once: strange.

Laying here, thinking about problems...
When did man start complaining about the times of day: perculiar.
What is the deal over the education we have with parents: perculiar.
When did people start calling a shadow a shadow, and a tree a tree: perculiar.
Why can't the sky be green and grass purple and cars made of plastic: perculiar.

Sleeping here, thinking about... nothing...

Wednesday, 24 November 2010

79

Life is my fine, gift to you
From me take, draining each part of me
It's my soul that you seek.

My unfinished business forces your unhappy ending.
Each demise my trials
No one hears you crying now

Your powers trip all who fall
In your drip, leaving death in your wake
Now it's God you forsake

Though you see right through my lies
Theres no escape so dry your eyes
Even with God on your side, you'll never find a place to hide!

Fallen angel, hear me calling!
Fallen angel, slowly dieing!
Take me away, make me safe.
There's no way! Send down the angels!

- The Incubus Soundtrack - Send Down The Angels by Shayne Leighton & Alexandra Santanna

Monday, 25 October 2010

78

All the world will be your enemy,
Prince with a Thousand Enemies.
And whenever they catch you, they will kill you.
But first, they must catch you: digger, listener, runner, prince with the swift warning.
Be cunning and full of tricks, and your people will never be destroyed.

Extract from Watership Down.

Saturday, 16 October 2010

77

My sanctuary is violently attacked
as the night wails on and
the anger in the skies
fight in a battle of forces.

My book sounds a crash
as I drop it in a haste
to sheild myself from the mighty
Reign of the Elements.

Concentration is lost to something
magnificent but insane as
the blood of the Gods
cascade against my window.

Like an unlucky antelope, kiled by a lion
my heart is shredded as a
flash of beautiful danger
kisses the ground.

As darkness approaches me
ever closer, I know I am not safe.
These walls may be shatterproof,
but I am not.

The red window pane is illuminated
by a second wave of lightning
sent bursting from a furious
ocean in the heavens.

I wonder how any mother
could inflict this torment
on her children. Almightly nature
has turned on us.

The door rattles noisily as
the vicious wind attempts to
burst in and envelop me,
wrenching my soul from my grasp.

Mutts howl and beg to the moon,
desperate for this destructive
power to weaken its grip on
their tiny nation.

Our trivial lives flash before
us as the terror beams of
blinding light snatch from us
our precious shadows.

I wish to pace the room nervously,
but the fatal fear nestled inside me
roots me to my chair, I am grounded
like an old man.

Managing to peek out of the trembling
window, I see nothing but inky clouds,
poisoning the atmosphere and ready
to leap down on us.

Alone in my fortress, I wait for
this nightmare to end.
The world spins on, battered and bruised
and left to fend for itself.


Once the storm has subsided, the
damage may be observed. Until then
I listen for a calm, peaceful and
gentle breath of guilt from the Universe.

Monday, 4 October 2010

76

Marina and the Diamonds - Oh No.

Don't do love,
don't do friends.
I'm only after success,
Don't need a relationship,
I'll never soften my grip.
Don't want cash, don't want car,
Want it fast, want it hard.
Don't need money, don't need fame,
I just want to make a change.
I just wanna change
I just wanna change
I just wanna change
I just wanna change
I just wanna change

I know exactly what I want and who I want to be.
I know exactly why I walk and talk like a machine.
I'm now becoming my own self-fulfilled prophecy.
Oh, oh no, oh no, oh no

One track mind, one track heart.
If I fail, I'll fall apart.
Maybe it is all a test.
Cause I feel like I'm the worst,
So I always act like I'm the best.
If you are not very careful,
Your possessions will possess you.
TV taught me how to feel,
Now real life has no appeal.
It has no appeal
It has no appeal
It has no appeal
It has no appeal
It has no appeal

I know exactly what I want and who I want to be,
I know exactly why I walk and talk like a machine.
I'm now becoming my own self-fulfilled prophecy,
Oh, oh no, oh no, oh no

I'm gonna live, I'm gonna fly,
I'm gonna fail, I'm gonna die,
I'm gonna live, I'm gonna fly
I'm gonna fail, gonna die, die, die, die

I know exactly what I want and who I want to be,
I know exactly why I walk and talk like a machine.
I'm now becoming my own self-fulfilled prophecy,
Oh, oh no, oh no, oh no

75

Don't go outside,
because you never know...
Don't wear those clothes tonight,
because you never know...
Don't go through life with your eyes wide shut.

Every day is a lie
Everyone will moan
Everything is for show
and everybody's so cold.

Better hold on tight,
because you never know...
Don't sober up tonight
because you never know...
Don't kick and scream for just yourself.

Every time its a fight
Every item is lost
Every beg is too quiet
Every friendship must cost.